7. no one tries to understand how crappy I’m genuinely feeling on any given day
One of our National Sales Directors was mentioning that there should be three distinct character traits that you want to uphold as a leader…now that I have all three of my traits, I feel unstoppable.
How do you give up something that you love when you know that it’s hurting you?
I could not recall a positive moment that simply took my breath away.
It makes everything seem infinite.
I don’t understand.
I will never be able to understand.
But at what point do we all acknowledge that we can express our emotions peacefully because we are all humans?
The second I walked into my door at 4:54pm, I started crying and immediately poured myself a whisky iced tea – a drink that I never even finished.
I just wish everything weren’t based around bureaucracy and capitalism.
I’ve been thinking about what I believe in lately.
The reality is that I still don’t quite know.
“You’ve been found guilty by your own consciousness, and you’ll be facing a life sentence in your own mind unless you can prove yourself to be innocent.”
“You’re a catch twenty-two. Win or lose I’m screwed.”
There is no shame in admitting that we, as humans, do not understand our emotions and do not have the tools to control them at all times. Sometimes, we need to call in for back up; call for someone who has spent many years trying to understand why our minds process these types of situations these ways.